My Closet : White Oversize Tee from F.O.S, Zipper Shorts from SeriouslySerious, Gladiators from Aeon, Accessories are the same ol' same ol'

I'm in love with the zipper shorts! I was delighted to see that it arrived today early in the morning when I only made the purchase last night online.Price as usual is affordable (I don't splurge much really) So I shall not be selfish and keep the good stuff to myself , scrap the whole ol' idea of not sharing competitors information (If you haven't know, I am building my own e-boutique with Aud.Check it out here), the world needs more love. :P Oh, and it's really comfy too!


The Oversize Tee is of a XL size, explain why I name it 'Oversize' :P
Can't really explain but the XL size kinda made a really pretty drape for the sleeve when I put them on.
And it's only RM10 from F.O.S!
I'm such a cheapskate really,
but I love it sooooooo much!

Gonna be at Singapore for the e-boutique ard 24 this month,
Can't wait to dress-up with Aud!
haha!

This post would also marked my first review for e-shops!weee! (my own blogshop cannot be counted),
since I decided out of the blue to make a small part of my blog into a review site.
And my review will be the best, because

• I'm not really pretty girl material
• I don't have model-a-like figure and am not a petite either
• I feel, see, wear the clothes before reviewing it
• I like experimenting and am a cheapskate so the clothes will turn out here more than once for sure.
  
• So if it's nice on me, it would be better on you!
  

Although, in this way this review thing will need trillion years to build up (not much extra cash to do the purchasing) but it's still a fun thing to do since I like having fun with clothes, I might as well do something out of it.And blogshops need much exposure (I understand because my blogshop needs ALOT of exposure) lol

So please do support my 'review's!
Much love!


Okay,
Gotta go to bed,
So sleepy and connection's so sucky.

My Closet : Blue Skull Dress from F.A.T , Heart Necklace from Padini Concept, Tribal Necklace, Marble Bracelets from Forever21, Gold Bracelet from Thailand.

Went for steamboat dinner last night at Chi Yan's place! Thought I wore pretty casual and easygoing but my brother asked me why I dress up for a dinner at home!hahaha!
But dressing up makes me happy and I felt like dressing up yesterday!
And I'm in love with my accessories all over again!

Will blog about the dinner some other day!
(have aplenty of stuff to blog about now!Weeeee!)
Till then,
Check out my new frilly gladiator flats!
(I know it'd been around for awhile already!)

Disclaimer : This post is TOTALLY random and pointless (well, unless you'd like a review on the heart-shaped pan). Do not curse for such pointless post, or I will curse you. :P



I finally decide to cook an egg with this ADORABLE tiny heart shaped pan after purchasing it for a long time!
(it was an attempt of me to start learning how to cook because I am not talented in it at all I wonder why imma girl :( )

So I actually bought this because I wanted to be sweet and fry an egg for my darling mwahster.
But due to past experiences, I know well enough that the first egg will not be,well..eatable.

Yes, it is that serious.
Having an egg done nicely also meant I'm really lucky that day.

And again, I have a really HUGE guinea pig at home,
which is my brother!
Wee!
*clap hands for his existence*

So I decided to cook 2 eggs first, 1 for my bro and the other for me,to be served with IndoMee!
(which was also suprisingly yummy that day :P)
And I think I was really a genius at that very moment, but of course as usual that thought will be replaced with disaster very soon.

I was jumping with joy when my first and second egg suceeded!
Well, not very perfect, but still can do.
Especially with my standard of cooking.

And so I was bugging Mwahster to agree that if I 'dapao' an egg (yes,only an egg, no main dish) to his home,he will eat it although as usual we will be eating out.
And I kept bragging to him how yummy it was with my IndoMee.
-.-

And then I went to the kitchen to cook him the egg!
Of course after two egg nothing can go wrong already right?
So it will be easy-peasy!
And so I thought that the fire earlier was a little too tiny, and I waited damn long for the egg to be cooked, so I decided to cook it on a bigger fire.

And then the egg got burned.
Like, really got burned.
I got frightened that the stove or egg or pan will burst on my face and I quickly went to off the fire and refused to cook another time.
:(

And I thought practice makes perfect.
Boo.

So I sms-ed Mwahster and said there's no egg for him because I burned it.
And then last night I told him I fry an egg for my dinner and he praised me for being able to cook an egg.
-.-
I really don't want to say this but
...
KNS.
I hate cooking.

P/S : okay, now i think this entry do have a point. I sucks at cooking.
P/P/S : now I think mwahster is really cham to have me as his gf. :(

So then it is me,
Thinking too much again.
:P

Thanks baby!
I love you!

It'd been quite some time since I last focus my gaze upon him.

Today I look as he struggled to step out of the car and walk ever so slowly into the shop.
I look while he took one step at a time, what seems so natural to me but meant a whole lot of energy for him.

And then, it is obvious he wasn't the man I once knew 20, 10 or even 5 years ago.

Deceiving it may be, his dyed black hair.
Yet time has certainly caught him by surprise, for he never coped with the fact that his once strong bones now rusty, his once young flesh now sagged.
It had certainly caught me too, for I never really notice how he had aged.

And then an urge for tears to flow came, for that moment I felt his pain, his burden, his feelings.

The feeling of not having a purpose in live anymore, that his loved ones no longer need his existence.
It was painful, so very painful I wondered how he'd coped with it, looking at us, the young ones grow up one by one and leave home once again.
Young ones fly for passion while the old ones are left in the empty box, feeling ever so helpless.

And then I cried not because of his pain but because of how selfish I had been.

How I'd complained about how dependant they are to me, not considering the fact they can't be any more independant than they already are.
How I'd not spend time with them, chase after my passions and hanging out with friends instead.
How I'd been so ignorant about the fact, the fact that I were once that dependant to them, much more in fact.

And then realized what treasures they are to me.

For time keep passing and never stops, and it won't be too long till their clock stop ticking anymore.

And then, where will they be for me to show them how much I love and care?

I'm really hardworking with my blog lately, but that's probably because of the sudden increasement of activities i'm involve in. Anyway, I'm not complaining because I love taking photos and photoshopping the cute little brushes and captions at the end of the day! :P

It's Jo's the sexy babe birthday today!
Happy Birthday Darling!
It'd been great to be able to get to know you and have long night chats in either one of our FB wall! haha!
Hope you have a great one and that all your wishes come true!
Stay pretty, adorable and hawwwtttttt!

I said there wasn't enough space in the card yesterday,
So here's a whole post dedicated to you!
Have all the fun in the world darling!

Love,
Ah Beii